May 2012
6 posts
Nothing
Sometimes that is all you can do. The only woman I’ve ever fallin in love with is heart broken. I’ve been trying to be there for her but sometimes she doesn’t want to be comforted. Just left alone. It breaks my heart to see her in so much pain. I feel like I can’t do anything to help. I know what she is going through though. I basically lost a whole family one summer do to...
Wondering
I don’t now what is happening. All these old feelings have come back up..then again I’m not sure how many of them left. good and bad feelings. Feelings that made me fall in love. Feelings that made me enjoy so much. Then feelings of the hurt. Feelings of what it looked like was really going on. I don’t think I’m a complicated guy. I feel like I’m in a complicated...
This weekend
It has me thinking of a lot of different things. How much I miss my brother in law. How much I miss this family. How much I miss how things used to be. The thoughts I had about the future have changed. This is going to be the summer of the Burr’s. This summer is going to be spending a lot of time with family I should’ve never stopped seeing or hanging out with. The closeness with...
this sucks
my former brother in law passed away saturday morning. it hurts. i feel guilty though that it doesn’t hurt more. 2 years ago i had to go through the feelings of not being able to hangout with him. now some of the people i love the most are hurting in so many ways and i don’t hurt like them. i want him back just the same. dude was awesome. he was still family to me. i hate i lost touch...
